Creationist Theory

While considering evolution as a theory, I came up with an interesting thought on how G-d may have created the universe. Before that though, I’d like to go over evolution, and some of the problems that I have with it:

Timing

Converse with an evolutionist for any amount of time and it won’t be long before you run into the crux of how evolution works, but cannot be observed or reproduced. It all comes down to timing. We cannot prove evolution, because it takes Billions of years for the process to work. Honestly, to me this isn’t any different than a religious person telling you that you just need to have Faith. It’s not an answer, it’s deflection due to lack of an answer. It’s easy to say that something not very reasonable is able to happen if you add enough time to the equation. But if you really think about it, Billions of years is also a lot of time for things to go terribly wrong, or not go at all.

Lack Of Process

Given the scientific community supporting evolution, I’m very surprised given that it isn’t something you can apply the scientific process to. You can’t reproduce evolution in a lab, it’s almost all theoretical. I could have possibly replaced the title with Lack Of Evidence, but supposedly, there’s lots of evidence. Until you actually look at the evidence. Then all that’s really evident, is the evidence isn’t really all that evident. Or even existent in some cases. I intend to cover the evidence in a different series of posts (in fact this post was suppose to be the first, but I was derailed with a new creationist idea).

There are plenty more problems I have with evolution, but those two points are all that is really relevant to this post. So, back to lack of process. I got to thinking about why not do research investigating the creation of the original single-celled life-forms that were supposedly created from inorganic materials. Then I remembered the Miller-Urey experiment which I remember hearing mixed reviews on. Some indicated that the findings weren’t repeatable, but on further examination, that seems to not have been the case. It seems this is a very repeatable experiment. Now, I won’t bother with the obvious problems that this experiment has. I think it’s useful for what it shows, that you can in-fact create organic things, from inorganic things, even if it’s in a controlled lab environment. Or less misleadingly, you can create the amino acid building blocks that you would need, to create the organic things.

Now, before I take us to our final destination, a word on G-d and Science. I personally think Science is a very beneficial thing, if you know how to handle it. If you’re afraid that Science is going to disprove G-d’s existence, then it’s something you probably fight against. If you feel that Science really just proves G-d’s existence even more, then it is a useful and welcome tool. I personally believe that Science does a fairly good job of proving the existence of G-d, not disproving. You just have to look at the facts and evidence for what they are, and stop spending so much time trying to bend the evidence to prove what you want it to. Many scientists for some reason think that if they discover how something functions, that it moves it out of G-d’s territory and into the territory of Science. This is foolish and arrogant. Just because you discover how G-d did something, or discover a process that G-d has created, doesn’t disprove G-d’s existence. It just means that G-d is so awesome he created a world where we can actually figure out how everything works. It’s a great and wonderful thing. Things don’t have to work this way! There’s no reason why everything should follow a set of rules and on top of that, rules we can actually figure out! It’s quite amazing really!

Now, here is what I am considering. What if, instead of Billions of years, God put everything in place for evolution, the entire process, and using his amazing power, set it into motion. THEN, what if instead of it taking the Billions of years that it should have, God caused every major stage to happen in a single day. Consider how much can go wrong, it almost feels likely that SOMETHING had to have guided the process, in order to get where we are today. It also seems possible, that SOMETHING has to continue to keep everything working in balance, and moving in the right direction.

Lastly, I would simply like to state that I appreciate all of the efforts of the evolutionist and creationist scientists out there.

I personally am not afraid that science is going to disprove the existence of G-d. What I believe, is that new research and discoveries force intelligent people to reconsider what they know about their religion. It causes you to constantly be considering the nature of G-d and the universe, and I think that’s a good thing. Wouldn’t it be great, if eventually, we come so far that new findings only support what we already believe about G-d? That we discover new and exciting things, deeply consider what these new findings mean, and discover that all the findings do are provide more credence to our belief in G-d? That my friends, is the scientific process at work!


Taste buds by design?

I’m constantly fascinated by the sheer number of simple things that I take for granted everyday. Things like tasting my food! We’ve eaten so much food over so many years, that we don’t really think about it any longer, but it is pretty fascinating! I couldn’t help but wonder recently, why do we enjoy the taste of food? It’s not really necessary for us to. My growling stomach and that feeling of hunger is plenty of motivation to cause me to eat, but then I get the wonderful sensation of taste to top it all off!

But then, the question is raised, is our sense of taste NECESSARY? If it isn’t necessary, then why do we have it?

Let’s start with a world that has no taste. It seems, at first, that without taste, we wouldn’t know that we’re eating something bad! You’d just dig in and munch away on some rancid tasting food. Right? Wrong! You don’t need a lab-coated scientist for this one. First, if you expect that a food might not be good, you inspect it. Is it visibly bad? Then what do you do? SMELL! Pretty much you’re at about a 90% bad food detection rate at this point. It’s pretty rare to actually do a taste-test if the food is bad. Usually, if you’re sampling the food, you’re more than reasonably convinced that it is still good.

Aha! Poisons! You taste foods to make sure they’re not poison! Wait…what?

Well that doesn’t sound right. In nature, things that are poisonous are very commonly very brightly colored. So we’re back to our step 1, vision. I’m not sure that step 2 (smell) comes into play very much with this one as I don’t really go around smelling poisonous foods all day, so cannot really comment there. I also really have no idea what poisonous foods taste like and unforunately a google search didn’t turn up much. Not a lot of people guzzling poisons on a regular basis I guess.

Lastly, I’ve read a few posts that suggest our sense of taste is meant to direct us to eat things that we’re deficient in, or in need of, like our well-known sweet tooth. This indicates that the following foods are meant to suggest the following needs:

  • Sweet – carbohydrate.
  • Salty – electrolytes.
  • Sour – acids.
  • Bitter – toxins.
  • Umami – glutamate and nucleotides.

A wiki on taste slightly supports this, but the problem I have here is the fact that it feels easy to draw a false assumption here. The truth is, we do in fact have taste buds, and the general consensus is that there are a few basic tastes, like bitter, sweet, salty, etc. Also, these tastes are typically based on how far away we are from a very specific marker, for example, in the case of salty, how far away the item tastes from sodium. The wiki explains it better, check it out. But it doesn’t necessarily mean that we have taste buds so that we’ll want a specific kind of food that we’re deficient in. If I were going to make an argument in favor of evolution for taste buds, it would make much more sense to say that our taste buds evolved over a period of time as a result of the types of foods that we were already eating on a regular basis that our bodies found useful. Oh look, this food gives me energy, think I’ll develop some cool new taste, sensor, thing, for that!

Honestly though, the concept of developing taste buds via evolution is just too much in the realm of fantasy for me.

The idea that our bodies evolve via random mutations just hits some kind of common-sense mental barrier that I have. I just cannot get past it. I think it’s because I’m a software engineer, that I tend to believe things need a lot more design work in order to function properly, so I may be too biased in that direction. I just cannot buy into the idea that a system can move from simple to complex without some design work. In my experience it doesn’t happen that way. If you have a complex system and introduce random variables into it, let me tell you, in my world, the stuff is gonna hit the fan. I’ll leave it at that, as this is already becoming too long of a post. Now…

Back on point, we need to make the distinction here between taste and craving. The article is really saying that we crave foods we’re deficient in, but this is only tangentially related to taste. Your taste buds are not causing the craving, or causing you to desire certain types of foods. They simply transmit yummy or yucky signals to your brain.

Now, it would be fairly easy for me to merely say that our all-powerful creator blessed us with a sense of taste and that evolution has nothing to do with it. However, I try to learn as much as I can about evolution rather than simply discount the theory. I’m not entirely on the g-d created evolution too! wagon, but I’m not against the idea either. I know, I know, Torah says g-d created the world in seven days. But the thing is, Torah isn’t an all encompassing history of the planet. It’s just not that thick of a book. It’s called Torah, not The Unabridged History of the Planet, Math, Science, Physics, and Everything In-Between! It’s a lot shorter to write, “Yeah, so I said exist and stuff existed” than a detailed description of *how exactly* stuff was brought into existence.

So, to summarize, I cannot think of many reasons why taste buds would exist given any of the prevailing theories on the topic, other than that G-d was being nice to us when he thought the idea up.


Reasons To Believe In God

I would like to be one of the few to admit that I constantly struggle with the concept of God. I have spent countless hours debating whether there even is a God. I’m not really here to try and convince anyone that God exists, or try to make you believe that I have information that I simply do not have. While on some level, I am jealous of all the religious people out there that seem to have no doubts whatsoever, on other levels, I tend to feel that they are probably misleading themselves.

As stated before, my belief in God is based solely on observation of the world around me. I simply cannot shake the idea that the planet, and our own bodies seem to me, to have been designed. I just cannot buy the idea that everything ‘just happened’ to work out this way. To me, personally, that takes more faith to believe in than the idea of a God creating everything.

Now, recently I have spent some time pondering the nature of God. Specifically, this question, “If God really exists, why doesn’t he just let us know? Why not just tell us what it is that he wants?” Can we really be held responsible for not following God’s will, if it’s not clear what God wants from us? Are we really suppose to believe in one of several books written thousands of years ago by people who may or may not have communicated with God?

Well, as I lay in bed tonight, this popped into my mind, so try to imagine this if you will:

Imagine, that you are moments away from a fatal heart attack. How do you feel right now. Any chest pains? Feeling uncomfortable at all? How is your health? Are you aware of the possibility that you could, in fact, die at any moment. Someone, reading this right now, is probably going to die soon. Now, I’m not trying to scare you into religion, I just want your mindset to be the same as mine. I was lying in bed, when I started having pains. And I thought to myself..what if I were to die right now? It scared me a little bit. But more importantly, it made me realize something. It made me realize, that I’m just not the kind of person that likes to be unprepared. I OVER prepare for EVERYTHING. That’s the kind of person I am. And here I was, realizing, that I’m very unprepared to die.

So, the bottom line for me is this. When it’s my time, I don’t want to have any regrets or worries. I want to know that I put forth the time and effort to live a good life, and that I at least attempted to draw nearer to God. When I’m moments away from dying, I don’t want to be worried about what’s going to happen on the other side. I simply want to know that I’m prepared. That if there is no God and that’s just it, then fine. But, if there is a God, that I am prepared.

Thank you all, and I hope someone perhaps found this helpful.


How Christians should approach a Jewish Conversion

This is really only aimed toward my in-laws right. My wife has told her parents about our conversion, because we see them several times throughout the year. I have told my mother, we we see frequently, but not my father, whom I have not seen for at least a decade. My father is fanatically Christian. My wife’s father, I would rate is sub-fanatically Christian. Why have I not told my father? I was really hoping to save up money to visit, and tell him in person, as I felt this would be more respectful.

Back to the issue at hand. Our relationship with my in-laws has become more and more strained as of late. I understand their problem with our conversion. What I find aggravating is their approach to dealing with it…

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The Atheism religion

It’s a religion, right? THey believe in evolution, millions of years old chimp bones that they know nothing about really. Isn’t that faith? Isn’t it true that they have to have God in order to denounce him? I mean, without God, there is no Atheism, because..who are you saying doesn’t exist? Why even waste time talking about it at all? And, how much exactly does an atheist think about or spend talking about God? Reading religious books in order to be able to refute them?

AT first, I thought that I couldn’t refute most of Atheism, or evolutionism, because I’m just not an expert in that field. But the truth is, isn’t there a problem with founding your religious beliefs on science? Science doesn’t actually prove anything, per se. It is about coming up with a theory and trying to disprove that theory. Over time, you decide that it must be some percentage of truthful if noone has been able to disprove it after all this time, but does that really PROVE anything? Or is it that everything you believe in may have simply not been disproven yet? Let’s go ahead and talk about neutrinos. I’m not one to use a single solitary thing to prove a point. Understand that this is only one bit of information and in no way proves anything. In most cases, you need multiple pieces of ‘proof’ to really prove something.

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99.9% certain?

So, recently I attended a debate between a minister, a rabbi, and an atheist. One thing that the atheist said struck me as odd. He seemed to allude (elude?) to the fact that he was 99.9% sure of himself. But in science, there’s always a 0.01% chance for error. I couldn’t help but think….really? I never would have expected the percentage to be so high. Some background about me. I’m a software engineer (soon to be a software consultant, but that’s another post). I grew up christian, became atheist for about 3 years during / preceeding college. Maybe a little longer. Then after lots of thinking and seaching, have settled on Judaism. I don’t ask anyone to believe anything that I say at this point, because with all these changes, I must seem wishy-washy. I wouldn’t believe me.

But, understand this. When I was an atheist, I never would’ve considered myself more than 60% certain. Honestly, I don’t rate anything that I think I know that highly. Here’s an adage from the software world, You can only prove the existence of bugs in software, not the absence of them. No matter how hard we test, we can’t prove that software is bug free. Ever. Why? Because bugs are an unknown. You can’t come up with evidence. Religion is similar. You can’t come up with evidence to prove there is a God. You can’t come up with evidence to prove there isn’t one either though. We have things that SUGGEST an existence or nonexistence, but nothing that proves. When you don’t have sufficient evidence, I can’t say I understand being able to claim 99.9% accuracy.

Basically, after that statement, he lost all credibility with me. I was, in fact, interested in his ideas and beliefs. Not because I’m looking to become atheist, but I’m interested in how they may shape and reform some of my own beliefs.

Until next time.


Antisemitism…the only good side?

I was thinking today about how it seems, how it appears, that the Jewish people are unjustly rallied against. Unjustly hated. Lies spread and our people murdered, and for what reason? Because we have different beliefs than they do? Perhaps someone can enlighten me. Perhaps someone can explain to me what we’ve done wrong. Did Jews do something wrong at some point and everyone is still angry about it? Even if some small extremist group did something wrong, is that any reason to aim your hatred at the entire Jewish population? I don’t hate all Muslims just because of a few extremist groups. I hate the extremist groups. Perhaps some would say that I should love them, not hate them, but I’m not sure what to tell you. I cannot love someone that murders others without just cause.

So, I did some more thinking. Do the other groups receive this kind of hate as well. Do people rally against Muslims and Christians this way? Is there anti-Christian /anti-Muslim manifestos? Fabricated documents? I’ll do some more research, as I’m currently unaware of any, and update this post with any information that I find. But my current answer is no. Especially, not on the same scale. Would such a large group be an even bigger target though? Isn’t it illogical that this one group, this Jewish group, is such a large target given its size?

I can only think that this is meant to show us something. To teach us something. Maybe this is some form of indirect proof that Jews have it correct. Why else would these things happen, only to the Jewish people? It seems there must be evidence to refute my conclusion, and that evidence would be readily available. I’ll update this post myself when I find or, or when someone else presents it to me. But for now, I think there is something important here in this unusual persecution of the Jewish people throughout the ages.


Religion vs. School Sports

How am I ever to balance my children’s school activities with our personal religious goals? I really want to attend services Friday night / Saturday morning. However, these directly conflict with most typical school activities that our children are going to be enrolled in. Fortunately I haven’t had too much difficulty here as the two children that live with me are too young, but my daughter (who doesn’t live with me) is in Cheer and cheers at games saturday mornings. During services of course. How are we to attend services and attend all of these school events? Is the only option to move to Israel where these events (I would assume) would be held on Sunday? Surely there must be another answer.

The only thing that I can come up with right now though, is that saturday morning services are simply going to fall to the wayside as our children get more and more involved in school activities. I dislike this, but I’m not sure what to do about it. As a child, I never had the opportunity to attend extra-cirricular activities, or parents who were interested in pressing me to do so. So, it’s important for me that my children do..something……I don’t care what it is, but they will most definitely be involved in something. This was a decision that I made long before I started looking back into religion and before I decided to become a Jew.

Maybe one of my non-existent readers has an answer for me, until then, I’ll just continue struggling to come up with a better answer all on my own.


So many blessings!

There seem to be too many blessings to learn. Or maybe, the problem is that I seem to want to learn them all at the same time, so I end up not learning any of them. It’s been very confusing for me, trying to figure out which blessings to learn when. So, I’m going to maybe help someone else out, and just say which blessings I’ve learned, and in which order. Also, something that has been difficult for me, is figuring out what blessings are said on a typical day, so that will be covered as well.

A typical day of blessings:

1. Say Shema when waking. There is actually another prayer you’re suppose to say, but I don’t know that one yet.

2. Say Hand Washing blessing

3. Say Torah Reading blessing

4. Read Torah

5. Say After-Torah Reading blessing

6. Go to work

7. Say hand washing blessing (at lunch)

8. Say Hamatzi (bread blessing) (at lunch)

9. Say hand washing blessing (at dinner)

10. Say Hamatzi (bread blessing) (at dinner)

11. Say Shema (before bed)

These are the ones that I know, there’s more that I don’t know, and I’ll fill these in as I learn them. Also, I’ll edit this to include the transliterations for the blessings and I might as well throw in the hebrew text also.

Stay Tuned!


Why I picked Judaism

So, there are three major monotheistic religions that I’m aware of: Islam, Christianity, and Judaism. I’ve listed them by how I understand them to be ordered by size (Islam having the most members). I’m not interested in dissecting each religion and airing its dirty laundry in front of everyone. I’m not interested in telling Muslims or Christians that they’re wrong and I’m right. See my previous post on this, as I understand that I’m human, and I might be wrong. You need to decide for yourself which is the most appropriate religion for you. I’m simply going to explain why I chose Judaism.

Let’s start was some basic things that I believe in….

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